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[05 Dec 2004|11:35pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | amanda perez-I pray ]

Post a comment with a memory of me.
Any memory.
Then post this in your journal.
See what people remember about you.

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[25 Nov 2004|07:12pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Rights of spring-End on end ]

This is just an entry where I can put the lyrics to the songs that have effected me lately..you can read if you want...nothing exciting.
Ani Difranco-You had time. )
Blink 182-What went wrong. )
Matchbox 20-Last beautiful girl. )
Faith Hill-Mommy's little girl. )
yeah thats just a few

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[18 Nov 2004|01:47am]
k... so all my friends arent getting along so good right now.So I came up with this idea to get them all together in the same room on palace and talk our differences out.well it didnt work out like that..and im the big asshole that tried to force people to get along.All I wanted to do was see if these friendships could be saved.apperently not.so now im so emotionally exhausted for nothing.I tend to think i can fix things all the time.but i fail.im not going to bother trying anymore.people dont like eachother its fine with me..im going to try not to care so much,,which it isent like me not to care but if thats what people want then thats what they are going to get..shan dosent give a fuck anymore


then end
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[02 Nov 2004|03:21pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Filter-Take a picture ]

A poem Charlie wrote for me..it seems harsh but comming from a guy who hates everything its kind of flattering )

Please dont take it the wrong way.

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hehe pretty people [01 Nov 2004|03:04pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | Faith Hill-Someone elses dreams ]

Halloween at my house )

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my life soundtrack [22 Oct 2004|10:38pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | bon jovi-bed of roses ]

this little assignment my rad sfs teacher gave us.

1.enfance->pink-family portrait
2.pre-adolesent->simple plan-perfect
3.adolescent->azure ray-november
4.vie de famille->good charlotte-emontionless
5.les relations personnelles->Mary j blige-real love
6.le but dans la vie->hang-matchbox twenty
7.dans cinq annees->98 degrees-I do
8.dans dix annees->staind-so far away
9.vie de fin->red hot chilli peppers-otherside

how depressing is that

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ugh [17 Oct 2004|07:58pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | frankie j-dont wanna try nomore ]

I'am having a really bad day randomly crying im tired of this and my eyes hurt burn and itch from it all..someone mail me visine please.

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me reporting missing [17 Oct 2004|06:56pm]
[ mood | crappy ]
[ music | visceras recital-me reporting missing ]

when im feeling like shit and saod or whatnot my brothers first single makes me feel like im in a crowed and not alone on these days

Screens insist on spinning sorries
trouble's incoming
this is me reporting missing
for those who don't me
a size 13 has gotten off on the wrong foot
1350 his residential livelihood
cornered off by change in appearance
and a weakening explantation
asleep beneath the sheets is a panic stricken silent dart
if it was up to me the storm would forfeit to the calm
home sweet home to my security blanket
grandma made me
contrary to popular belief
I could really use some stability here
to accompany me and privacy
clockwise in right, counter out of place
stop signs in green lights to signals out of strength
just think of all the things ms. hesitant prevents us from doing
bite size starlight, complements of outer space
sometimes the sunshine, supplements my sadder days
I'm listing all my dreams as valid reasons for not leaving
the heaviest of heads, this disasters gone to bed
the friendliest offence head master can't defend
ready, set suspend his better half surrends
can't help to think tomorrow will make me better
but these days tomorrow takes forever
I've had it up to here with the inclement weather
but this way tomorrow can't remember


Thanks maffew I love you

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haha [16 Oct 2004|11:35pm]
[ mood | horny ]
[ music | eminem-just lose it ]

this is silly but i just rememberd it exactly

i had my first sex dream lastnight.it was hot lol with this guy ive only seen once at the grocery store..we were in the bath mm anyways just thought id share the best sex of my life with the world.

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I stole this from maff [16 Oct 2004|06:35pm]
[ mood | mellow ]
[ music | G'n'R-november rain ]

everything you may or may not want to know about me )

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[15 Oct 2004|03:03am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | eric clapton-you look wonderful tonight ]

Blake educating me about male kengaroos )

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haha [09 Oct 2004|07:34pm]
IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL DO THIS

() would you make a move and make out with me?
() will you make the first move?
() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() have sex with me?
() give me money?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me?
() have dinner with me?
() let me borrow your car?
() kick my ass?
() take a shower with me?
() be my gf/bf?
() have a fling with me?
() be there for me?
() buy me a drink?
() take me home for the night?
() give me a good time?
() have a 24 hour fuckathon with me?
() give me oral?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?

thanks.
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[09 Oct 2004|05:09pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | bob marley-dont worry be happy ]

quiz things )

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[27 Sep 2004|12:40am]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | maroon 5-she will be loved ]

today really sucked..my grandma dragged me to church.And they had this guy come in to talk about the violence in our neigborhood which is total BS.Then I got home and my moms friend asked me if I would babysit her kids..I said sure not knowing how fucking bad they were all they did was fight and cry and whine and scream.ugh it was a long tiring day.I got home at 11 then me and my brother watched some stupid show and now here I am.overall im a good mood...weird.

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[26 Sep 2004|04:05am]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | visceras recital-me reporting missing ]

I got my LJ tonight and its hot becouse http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=r3d_lost.. did my layout for me thanx muxh xo

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[26 Sep 2004|01:39am]
test est est jdkhkfh

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